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HEJ ALLIHOPA!

It's been way too long since I last updated. Sorry for that! ...again. haha.
Life is still just too crazy and busy, it's PACKED! I look at my schedule on my iPad, I try to keep up and put all my scheduled shifts at Nordstrom AND Lush together to get a better overview of my weeks to come, like to see wheeeeere I have free time, haha, and all I see is colored blocks, long ones, that fill the week and I'm thinking to myself. DAMN. 
Why am I doing this to myself?
...and then I remind myself that...
Cash is King! 
Hahahaha! I'm such a workaholic it's not even funny. But it supports my shopping obsession so it's all good...kind of, not really, I really need to start saving money because my living situation sucks! Let me tell you...
I'm mostly at my BF's place in the Bronx, like for real, everyday. He is my everything right now. My Love!
My life has changed a lot the past 6 months. I'm happy about it but there's still some things that needs to be sorted. I need my own place! For realzz! I need a home base, my own space, where I have all my stuff, My "desk/table" where I can get organized with my papers and shit.Where I can hang all my accessories on the wall without anyone complaining, as well as photos of my family and friends back home. Whom I miss VERY much! Sometimes it hits me without knowing.
I all of a sudden feel super down, empty, and my heart starts hurting, it feel cold. If that makes sense.
I start to try to figure out what's wrong but it's not easy, everything feels difficult. This usually happens on my Sunday's off, haha, which sucks. Because who wants to be sad on their day off?! Like...OMG. MY LIFE!
But then it hits me, like a punch in the face! 
YOU'RE FAMILY ISN'T CLOSE TO YOU. NEITHER IS YOUR CLOSE FRIENDS FROM HOME. 
YOU HAVE NONE OF YOUR OWN SPACE. NO PLACE OF YOUR OWN. I ALWAYS CARRY A HUGE BAG WITH CLOTHES WITH ME.
It sucks. I stay strong, but sometimes it's a lot and I can't help but to feel like life sucks.
But really, there's a lot of good things going on still...let me tell you, haha!
SO! I applied for FUTURE NORDSTROM LEADERS and got in! Heeey! High five! Super happy and excited about it. I've already had a couple of classes and learned a lot A LOT already. Had a Nordstrom RACK switch-day which was pretty cool! RACK rules! Guys, if you want to shop designer shoes, accessories and clothes.........for an affordable price......RACK! 
Anyways, so the program is gonna prepare me to be the best Assistance Manager, and *fingers crossed* in the future and even better MANAGER, Oooooooor *prays* an awesome STORE Manager! So, in the beginning of this year I set a New Years Resolution to grow at work, and I now AM! :) 
LUSH is a blast, learning a lot there too as well, everyday I learn something new! And that is a god thing.
Remember guys, always be curious! ;)

So that is pretty much what's new with me. I've been lounging around a little too much when I'm not at work. I could have updated the blog more and such. I will. For some reason today I feel super inspired to pick it up again. Because, I still be looking fly a work, haha, and I would love to share my outfits. As well as my new fabulous "kicks", my BF has slowly turned me into a sneaker-person. They are like God's gift to your tired feet, AND they look mad stylish. WIN WIN!

Anyways, stay tuned!
LOVE YOU ALL! Have a great and relaxing Sunday!

XOXO

Comments

Unknown said…
girl I need a sit down with you. I miss you and need an update!
Anonymous said…
I just wonder why you want to continue to live in the US when your marriage is over? It must be really expencive to live in US and have to pay health insurance and stuff, and I guess you dont get payed that much even if you work all the time. How is your weight loss going? You look beautifull by the way and it is probably a smart thing to get your own place.
Love from Anne (from Norway)

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